"Dear 'The one',
I know I am not good at giving tongue to my heart. But I can only set in those different emotions that gush strongly through it and those thoughts that boggle my mind. And so I choose this way to tell it all to you.
Things have not been easy in our relationship. There were dawns of beautiful moments that we shared while there were dusks of doubts and probabilities of partings as well. At times, I felt like being the luckiest girl in the universe to have found my definition of love in you. And I experienced the most painful phases of your ignorance as well. I never knew someone could get so much into me that it would be impossible for me to feel anything without his breathe in me.
When you were just a co-mate , hardly did it ever struck me that someday you'll become my reason to live. When we exchanged a few forgettable words in the virtual bubble world, you meant not more than someone to kill time with. It still fascinates me to think about how you became my 'Special'one over such a small span of time. Might not be in the first instance but definitely quick enough even to realize it, I began having those sweet goose bumps whenever I found your presence. I began dreaming of our togetherness. I began dreaming of how you and me would become 'we'. It was hilarious though, to see how a flamboyant chick turns into a girl with newly acquired love for fairy tale sort of things. I loved flirting with you. I loved those little compliments that you gave me informally. And when I thought I would lose you to someone else I mouthed my eternity of feelings to you. I knew, your initial acceptence of my proposal was somewhere not strong enough to have formed those love castles in your mind. But I was happy. I was happy that I had you- I had all of you as mine. I was proud of 'us'. Maybe, then we were too immature to get into the do's and don'ts of relationship, but we tried and that was all that mattered to me- You were mine and we were handling it together. You woke me up to belive that all those years, I didn't need anything or anyone but you , to be happier.
This phase, though made me doubt my choice. It made me reconceive the thought of being with you or not. You faltered at places, and I did too. We committed mistakes we could have avoided. But we had so many things going on that our relationship somewhere took a back seat. I was hurt. I almost gave up on you. I don't know what kept me to hold on to you. Peradventure I knew I would die if I lose you. Now, when things have boiled down to normalcy, I want to let you know-
That you mean the world to me, that I want to hold your hand forever, that I want to keep waiting at the station till you come, that I want to travel every road with you, that I want to explore the beauty of even the ugliest place with you, that I want to tease you for the stupidities of your friends, that I want to scold you for not buzzing me up when you reach safe, that I want to get scolded by you when I don't take care of my health, that I want to get irritated by your ignorance, that I want to annoy you with my taunts, that I want to face all your problems with you, that I want to kiss your tears away when you feel weak, that I want to tickle your funny bone when you want to laugh, that I want to share my veg roll with you, that I want only you to bring my favourite chocolate for me, that I want to struggle in the heaviest rains to get the means to way back home, with you, that I want to laugh over the problems we get into, with you, that I want to hold you tight when I fear the dark, that I want to wake up to the melody of your voice every day, that I want to imagine 'us' and our love still evergreen even after fifty years, that I want to be with you, always and forever.
We have flaws but we are perfect the way we are. And all I want is 'us' to last. Will you help me having us last together?" She penned it all on those clear sheets and hid them under his pillow. She laid down alongside him, gazing at his beautiful eyes and waiting eagerly for his answer.
P.S. - This one's for my Mr.Perfect. I love you. I always had and I always will.
I know I am not good at giving tongue to my heart. But I can only set in those different emotions that gush strongly through it and those thoughts that boggle my mind. And so I choose this way to tell it all to you.
Things have not been easy in our relationship. There were dawns of beautiful moments that we shared while there were dusks of doubts and probabilities of partings as well. At times, I felt like being the luckiest girl in the universe to have found my definition of love in you. And I experienced the most painful phases of your ignorance as well. I never knew someone could get so much into me that it would be impossible for me to feel anything without his breathe in me.
When you were just a co-mate , hardly did it ever struck me that someday you'll become my reason to live. When we exchanged a few forgettable words in the virtual bubble world, you meant not more than someone to kill time with. It still fascinates me to think about how you became my 'Special'one over such a small span of time. Might not be in the first instance but definitely quick enough even to realize it, I began having those sweet goose bumps whenever I found your presence. I began dreaming of our togetherness. I began dreaming of how you and me would become 'we'. It was hilarious though, to see how a flamboyant chick turns into a girl with newly acquired love for fairy tale sort of things. I loved flirting with you. I loved those little compliments that you gave me informally. And when I thought I would lose you to someone else I mouthed my eternity of feelings to you. I knew, your initial acceptence of my proposal was somewhere not strong enough to have formed those love castles in your mind. But I was happy. I was happy that I had you- I had all of you as mine. I was proud of 'us'. Maybe, then we were too immature to get into the do's and don'ts of relationship, but we tried and that was all that mattered to me- You were mine and we were handling it together. You woke me up to belive that all those years, I didn't need anything or anyone but you , to be happier.
This phase, though made me doubt my choice. It made me reconceive the thought of being with you or not. You faltered at places, and I did too. We committed mistakes we could have avoided. But we had so many things going on that our relationship somewhere took a back seat. I was hurt. I almost gave up on you. I don't know what kept me to hold on to you. Peradventure I knew I would die if I lose you. Now, when things have boiled down to normalcy, I want to let you know-
That you mean the world to me, that I want to hold your hand forever, that I want to keep waiting at the station till you come, that I want to travel every road with you, that I want to explore the beauty of even the ugliest place with you, that I want to tease you for the stupidities of your friends, that I want to scold you for not buzzing me up when you reach safe, that I want to get scolded by you when I don't take care of my health, that I want to get irritated by your ignorance, that I want to annoy you with my taunts, that I want to face all your problems with you, that I want to kiss your tears away when you feel weak, that I want to tickle your funny bone when you want to laugh, that I want to share my veg roll with you, that I want only you to bring my favourite chocolate for me, that I want to struggle in the heaviest rains to get the means to way back home, with you, that I want to laugh over the problems we get into, with you, that I want to hold you tight when I fear the dark, that I want to wake up to the melody of your voice every day, that I want to imagine 'us' and our love still evergreen even after fifty years, that I want to be with you, always and forever.
We have flaws but we are perfect the way we are. And all I want is 'us' to last. Will you help me having us last together?" She penned it all on those clear sheets and hid them under his pillow. She laid down alongside him, gazing at his beautiful eyes and waiting eagerly for his answer.
P.S. - This one's for my Mr.Perfect. I love you. I always had and I always will.
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